Probably you are already enjoying your Cinderella dreams :) Its 3:27 AM right now, I am totally tun as well but just wanted to write something before I go to sleep. I wanted to tell ya Mish that you looked absolutely beautiful in black top and grayish skirt. I had a terrible headache today but you made my day :). Thank you for coming.
It’s only been few hours since I left you home but I spent every moment missing you since then. You know, yar, you have the most prettiest smile :) your eyes… I just go out of words. I start feeling words can’t do justice. Finally I had a chance to see your hair after Eid and they give a ‘V’ shape and look pretty cool.
It was fun meeting everyone, most importantly – you :) you know, I have always imagined those movie like stupid romantic moments with you where you will place your head on my shoulder and be in my soft hug, but reality is far different :) atleast, you are close.
The fact you don’t love me as I do is sometimes painful but I will survive, atleast you are there in my life, as a friend :) it aches the heart sometimes, it kills me. But then again I try to understand. I never want to have a false relation with you anyway, even if you did love me back there would be hundreds other barriers, and I rather stay your true friend my whole life then being in a few years relation. Although there is no denying how crazily I adore you. And I will always think I will never be able to truly convince my feelings.
I am not saying I don’t want your kisses, your hugs, and the moments in immense love. But a genuine, honest love. I don’t know what I am writing here in my sleep so I will shut my mouth now :)
Love you sweetheart Mish. Will always do.
PS: Maybe someday you will too?:)
